All I want is a simple life and a boyfriend who cares for me, loving me and helps me when im needed...



Whats the use of life when theres no meaning 2 it? Its no use. Its meaningless that its only eat, drink, sleep and play.



Hai... why you must do this to me??? why must you be so cruel??? you said you like me and you wanted to stead with me but when i wanted to give you the answer whether i accept you anot, you say you don't want to stead with me liao... why must you be like this??? now you make me like you... what shud i do??? today i saw you walking here and there in school, i kept looking at you as you were walking... and at that time, my mood was sad... why why why??? what have i done that i have to deserve this??? why am i ended up like this??? why???



Recently, i felt very troubled... don't know what to do... been thinking about alot of things... hai... i feel like dying... my mind is like totally blank... im also been thinking who is the person i like... hai... why am i becoming like tis??? who can help me???? arh...



Hai... i recently like a guy who i actually don't like him at first... i think is he have moved me or something... i knew him on last saturday by george because he is george's friend...on that day he alr like me before he told me i about it, i sense it already... when he told me that he like me on that day night, i was shock because i only know him on that day only then he so fast like me liao... i was in a dilemma don't know how to answer him... i ask myself should i accept him or should i reject him... i don't know what to do then i told him let me think about it... i think n think... he told me that he will wait for my answer n said that patience is good for him... so on monday during school time, im still thinking then suddenly i realised that actually in my heart i already accept him so i decided to accept him... i told george first that i accepted him cuz its still school time n our class r side by side.... then after sch george go tell him but he said that he don't want to wait for the answer liao... after i heard it, i was like abit quite sad... i was lying to myself saying that thats not true... he say he will wait for the answer de... then at night, i started msg him saying i heard george say that he say he don't want wait for the answer liao... he replied yes. i told him saying he so tyco... when i want tell him the answer, he not waiting anymore... when im still thinking, he say he will wait... then i tell him, he say his mind went blank and don't know what to do... hai... what should i do leh???? why is this matter happening to me again???



Today after school, i had so much fun with kor and simin... We went out for a outing at bugis.... We played a few games at the arcade... The game we played most is maximum tune because thats kor's favourite game and he played alot of rounds... After all the games, we went to the neo-print shop to have neo-print.... During the process of neo-print, kor is the funniest..... Haha... He kept calling me and simin to pose... We do the editing after all the photos were taken... While editing, we kept laughing non stop because its damn so funny... Lol... After we get all the things done, cut and sort out the photos, we went back to school... When we reach school, i started to become more bored... Hai... Theres nothing to do and play in school... Sad... This is the most fun day that i have ever had... :)



so sian... nothing to do here at macpherson cc... so many people.... hai... using this time to use computer since here have alot of computers... so bored... simin at home don't know do what and kor went to east coast park to cycle with the rest of the brothers... that stupid idiot george bang seh me siah... yesterday he say got come here then jus now in school he say he going watch movie with his friend... after school, i saw him and his friend and found out that the friend is shu jia... i don't know why i got a wierd feeling... i think maybe the feeling is jealous bah... when i saw them, i was like abit quite angry.... hai... why is all these things happen to me??????? why???????